tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3791244652554936.post5256524058934254450..comments2023-03-07T03:09:03.200-08:00Comments on Not a Guru: Spiritual Insights into Every Day Life: A fond farewell to a little CrystalDespina Gurlideshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11479507100650738161noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3791244652554936.post-89140737694210962652011-09-24T08:57:35.315-07:002011-09-24T08:57:35.315-07:00I can't imagine the grief you must be
feeling ...I can't imagine the grief you must be<br />feeling for such a loss.<br /><br />When tragedy strikes, our perspective<br />shifts radically, as our focus is<br />drawn to our wounded hearts.<br /><br />Material desires are tossed to the side. Romantic needs take their place behind the veil of tears.<br /><br />She was an angel, given to you for<br />such a short time. Her messages<br />and love live on in you and us,<br />who've only glimpsed her wisdom.<br /><br />My mother's heart goes out to you.Shandihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07812338717674787601noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3791244652554936.post-52539172302355792762011-09-20T06:42:33.411-07:002011-09-20T06:42:33.411-07:00Thank you for the word picture. Reckless abandon…m...Thank you for the word picture. Reckless abandon…medusa hair…and such happiness, even in memory she is a teacher. I can’t know what her absence means to you. I’m just a stranger touched by your grief. But even if there is no meaning to be found in what has happened, I pray her resilience and courage helps you to find your way through this unimaginable loss.Debnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3791244652554936.post-10455038335187271862011-09-19T20:20:17.606-07:002011-09-19T20:20:17.606-07:00Despina,thank you.
Thank you for offering suppor...Despina,thank you.<br /><br />Thank you for offering support and compassion.I know Nina appreciates the fact that you even dedicated a blog to her.She was my little crystal, but she actually belonged to the world. What a little miracle she was!! She loved you through me, I want you to know. She could not wait to meet you.<br /><br />I do not want anybody lamenting with me. My wailing and pain is enough.<br /><br />How did Mary watch her Son being crusified and suffer in front of her? I can not even visit the crash site. <br /><br />Deb, Nina was a very beautiful, extraordinarily beautiful child, with long,, blond wavy, always messy hair, big emerald green eyes and porcelain skin. She was the image of her "Sun King" father of hers, who was known for his physical perfection. <br /><br />Nina had those precious looks, but God sent her down here with so many other gifts, I need way too much space to elaborate. Despina knows. She was always smiling, loved everybody and everything and if she did not, she never complained. She lived a very cloistered life, because of who her father was and she took it. Her gifts are unexplainable, so was her clumsiness.<br /><br />I can not talk about her more, because I have not reached the "acceptance" stage yet. I want to wake up from this nightmare, board one of her dad's planes and just go, wherever they happen to be. I want to hug her, smell her hair, listen to her non-stop talking and at the end, after she took most of what she wanted to tell me out of her system, fall asleep on my lap with her spoiled cat Ling-Ling next to her.<br /><br />I want to see and admire her elegant fencing skills among other things, while she was breaking everything in her path, running constantly all over the place. "oops another one bites the dust," was her favorite expresion, looking back at destroyed Chinese Dynasty, priceless vases and such.<br /><br />I miss her, I want her back. I am aware her loving spirit is floating, may be even close to me, but I want my beautiful, flesh and blood child. I want her back. I want our crystal back. <br /><br />I do not want to be a hypocrite, I want her dad back too. I loved him a lot despite our differences. The world became a big black hole to me now without his "burning" radiance and the warmth, love and generosity of a little angel.<br /><br />I have encountered agony and pain the last 4 years, because of my health. <br /><br />This is the real thing.It is unbearable. I want my child back.Popinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3791244652554936.post-48842703166366627692011-09-19T13:19:18.688-07:002011-09-19T13:19:18.688-07:00Tell me about her…Tell me about her…Debnoreply@blogger.com